Breathe… it will get better. I am telling myself this.
I feel like the Arch Angel that was brought hurling to the earth as a human.. a feeling being .. it was in a movie … I remember it.. Gabriel was able to feel pain, physical and emotional for the first time… things we have all learned to cope with, to move on from as easily as we roll over in our sleep .
I have experienced this sensation. I did say ouch. while my brain chided me … get over it.
But how? Surely it was denying the pain in the past that turned me into the person who left me here a few weeks ago.
It is easier not to feel it at all.