Dear Self – work work work


We worked our buns off today … well no, buns actually remain intact since the work was all sit and no move, more pictures for the company website.

I do have to figure out at some point if there is a better way to maintain consistency with photos – light, distance, focus, angle so that I don’t have to do the whole batch over again when a new item needs to be added.

Seriously it took me the better part of the day to get 10 pictures shot, edited and added to the website.  Next person that says this is an easy job is gonna get clunked.

So, what about this depression?

Well… it seems to be improving, in miniature increments – Maybe we are up to a 5?  Maybe not yet.. maybe the first day of the rating was really a 2 because while I am not as bad as I was the first day, I am still very far from ‘happy’.

Ok, so what have I been doing?

Hanging out by myself, focus on doing things that have to be done… photographs, passport application, de-icing the front of the house.

I’ve also been trying to toss a little organization in, trying to make some of the future look easier.

Diet… opened up an account at to try to monitor….  we’ll see how that goes.

Meditate – that’s what I’m going to add in next.

Today I’m grateful for ….

1. Salt.  We would have never gotten through that ice without salt.

2. Skills – those extra skills that give me the opportunity to make extra money

3. Being alive to moan and groan about my problems.

Today is a 4.. yep.. still a 4 (I’ll add that I’m grateful that I am still a 4 and not a 3)

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