Dear Self – I’ve Discovered

Dear Self, We are in the middle of a gut wrenching, life force sucking depression right now… what rhymes with ‘sucking’ (a nod to my man Robin Thicke – “Blurred Lines”.. lol) So truly, it’s not that far gone when I can still take a stab at being funny. But it’s pretty bad…. it’s either pulling the covers over my head .. not wanting to get out of bed… or can hardly wait to get in to bed… almost time for medication…. can still function but would really rather not even bother. So … Dear Self went to private mode for the real blog entry because there is just stuff in my head that I can’t – won’t or just don’t – share… even when there is really no one reading because… someone might. But, Dear Self… we may have figured it out in the word vomit of the private entry… This is where we discovered the potential danger of living in denial. We wanted life to be easier – so we just started to ignore the hard stuff. Note to self…. ignoring it doesn’t really make it go away… it just piles up until you can’t close the door anymore and then you are buried in crap. So… armed with what seems like the root of all evil I am aiming for a good nights’ sleep and perhaps some new perspective tomorrow. “At the end of the day, tell yourself gently: “I love you.  You did the best you could today, and even if you didn’t accomplish all that you had planned, I love you anyway.”  (Francois) credit

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