My Boggled Mind

What is it to be at peace with your own self?  It’s something I’ve wanted desperately but yet I’m not sure I can define it or would know it if I had it.
 All I can think is that I’m not there.  Whenever I feel anger, disappointment, jealousy, envy, fear, hate, vengeance, suspicion….. It feels wrong; [...]

I am not what anyone would consider to be a religious person.  I’m not an atheist nor would I consider myself to be agnostic.  If there is a name for my belief system, I am unaware of it but I typically refer to myself as spiritual; suffice it to say that I believe in many religions [...]